Kidd stared back at Jack in that silent moment, chewing over her words. In the end she decided to not bother sugarcoating them. "Aye, it was your fault. She was looking for help and instead you threw yourself on your sword. I know you expected it might help, or that you'd be protected somehow but you didn't for a moment stop to consider the consequences outside of what you hoped there would be. Seeing someone killed, let alone volunteering to be killed is not a pleasant sight. You can only steel yourself against it over time."

She herself was a killer. She was an Assassin. She was a pirate. She'd taken many lives, and many without any time to consider them after their passing. But she never took those deaths for granted. She never took them lightly.

She slipped her crystal from her pocket, turning the white gemstone over in her fingers. "I don't know if I can still battle the Calamity within me, but I'll stand by you. I think you need to take on this 'shadow' she mentioned. If not for this world then for your own sake. You keep mentioning this Doctor like you're hoping for him to show up and fix everything for you." He sounded like a good man, but clearly the Calamity's wasn't the only 'shadow' Jack was shrouded by.