Of course I'd be the one to blame, dammit. If it's all true, it..it doesn't matter if someone controlled me, it just means I'm weak.

[But where did the blade come from? He looks down at his hands. If he'd attacked three people, they'd be slashed up, probably even bitten, but no one's mentioned that. He's still not 100% sure he's the culprit, he just needs to know how he could have summoned a blade.]

I thought I was done. I thought I was done with all of this.