[The Shadow dropped its head in defeat and disbelief of Reno's words. After a moment he shoves him away, just as the real Johnny was walking forward. He gently wrapped an arm around Reno's shoulders while addressing the Shadow.]
I know there was a time where it seemed like livin' only for myself was all I could do. Knowin' there are people who think I'm worth fighting for changes things, though. Even if it's a hard thing for me to wrap my head around most days. Even if you're always loomin' in the back of my mind telling me I need to push them all away and run before they get hurt or leave.
[His grip around Reno's shoulders tightens. All this emotional talk... That was more embarrassing to him than his Shadow's ranting or the physical harm they caused.]
Looks like they're here to stay. No matter how scary I get. I'm just gonna have to deal with that, no matter how much ya argue with me. [He turned to Reno and spoke quietly.] Love you too, jackass.
[The Shadow didn't look happy, arms folded and staring coldly at Johnny, but ultimately nodded, replying just as coldly.]
That's right. I'm always gonna be around. Remember that. Be responsible for that.
[And with that, the Shadow was gone. It took a few moments for Johnny to let out the breath he didn't even realize he was holding. Looking to all of his hurt friends made those old feelings bubble back up immediately, but he swallowed them back down.]
I... Sorry, guys. I can be a real asshole, huh. But... thanks for putting up with it for me.
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I know there was a time where it seemed like livin' only for myself was all I could do. Knowin' there are people who think I'm worth fighting for changes things, though. Even if it's a hard thing for me to wrap my head around most days. Even if you're always loomin' in the back of my mind telling me I need to push them all away and run before they get hurt or leave.
[His grip around Reno's shoulders tightens. All this emotional talk... That was more embarrassing to him than his Shadow's ranting or the physical harm they caused.]
Looks like they're here to stay. No matter how scary I get. I'm just gonna have to deal with that, no matter how much ya argue with me. [He turned to Reno and spoke quietly.] Love you too, jackass.
[The Shadow didn't look happy, arms folded and staring coldly at Johnny, but ultimately nodded, replying just as coldly.]
That's right. I'm always gonna be around. Remember that. Be responsible for that.
[And with that, the Shadow was gone. It took a few moments for Johnny to let out the breath he didn't even realize he was holding. Looking to all of his hurt friends made those old feelings bubble back up immediately, but he swallowed them back down.]
I... Sorry, guys. I can be a real asshole, huh. But... thanks for putting up with it for me.