"Just... we won. We should have been able to go home." It was easier to focus on that, or focus on things like her hair and wanting a bath and a nice meal and to be in a city with actual people than to worry about the bigger picture. No one knew how long they'd been out, besides that it had to be years. Nanami didn't know if Santa or Lydia or Hari or anyone else was still alive.

Having something settled would just... make her feel better. So would Abel not yelling at her. So would feeling like she was being a drag on the group because she wasn't being the stoic hero everyone wanted her to be. Well, right now, she wanted to be even more petulant to Abel, but Sheena and Twilight actually seemed sympathetic. She didn't want their pity.