Yeah... it's never nice to see comrades fall, but that gives one more of a drive to keep going forwards, to keep trying ones best to that others don't. At least this is how I see it.

[She felt like she had started to make friends here and she didn't want them to fall, to die. So in her mind she was going to do her best with what she had.]

I believe it could, but there is also a chance it might not. So I wonder if we should of had a back up plan for just in case.