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☾ mystearica aura fende ( tear grants ) ([personal profile] cantante) wrote in [community profile] melodiesoflife2016-05-15 09:41 pm

we'll make it to the foot of the rainbow.

Who: Tear (and open!)
When: May 15th
Where: Around Aqures Ixen.
What: Tear wakes up from having spent a month in stasis, now to navigate her way through the storm because Bad Life Choices.
Warning: None so far!

[ The first thing that registers, even before opening her eyes, was sound—or rather, the lack thereof. It was unsettling, and the sight that met her when she did at last reveal blue irises was even more so when the haze of sleep was slow to dissipate completely. Confusion took its place, because this was definitely not where she remembered falling asleep.

Fortunately, Tear was quick to recognise her surroundings. For all the times she had visited this particular wing of the hospital, waking up locked within it was another thing entirely, especially surrounded by familiar faces that had yet to wake up themselves.

She couldn't tell how long she spent studying them before releasing a tired sigh, turning toward the door to request she be allowed out. The time that followed after was a blur, only vaguely catching the calls of the occasional person she passed by in the halls. It was only when she reached the entrance and she stepped out that it occurred to her what they might have wanted her attention for, stopping dead in her tracks at the sight of the darker clouds and heavy rain that fell from them.

Needless to say, barefoot and in a nightgown were probably not the best way to travel through such weather. However, such a thing wasn't about to stop her, because there was the one thing she knew she had to do for certain—she had to find home.

So with a frown on her face, she tentatively placed one step forward to start the trek in search of it or for any other familiar faces that might come across her path. And hopefully, she would find more suitable to wear soon... ]
confidentia: (♣ (quiet))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-05-27 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ Needing no more reassurance, Ace rushed to her side, blinking away the raindrops trickling down his face to make sure he wasn't merely imagining things as the image of the melodist came into sight. Finding her barefoot in the middle of a storm would probably make for a strange discovery, if only everything else wasn't overshadowed by the feelings of relief that came crashing down in waves.

For all the conversations he had imagined to have with her upon her return, holding the real one proved to be somewhat difficult, so he instantly sought her hands for the support. ]


Well… you didn’t make it easy for me to find you. Are you done running away?

[ With that, the boy leaned forward, nudging her forehead lightly with his own. What was in nature meant to be a teasing gesture, quickly turned against him as he revelled in the comforting warmth, hesitant to pull back. He felt like laughing, for the first time in weeks, though his voice, now softer with affection, still sounded a bit strained. ]

… Stubborn as ever.

[ The cadet knew he wasn’t one to talk, with the array of bruises that only reminded him of the unfortunate clash he’d gotten himself into and lost. In fact, he could already imagine the expression of utter disapproval gracing her features if she were to find out, something he wouldn't even mind that much. Her anger would be at the very least justified, unlike the feelings of guilt for actions she hadn't been responsible for.

Staring down at her hands placed in his, he thought back to the letters that had kept him company these past two weeks, remainders of the time when she'd been just as lonely and confused. He had never given these feelings enough attention to grasp the weight behind them until being struck with it on the day of her disappearance.

Now that they were even, all he wanted was to get home. ]
confidentia: (♤ (honesty))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-05-28 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ace, on the other hand, scowled at the question, answering in a quieter voice that almost drowned in the cascades of rain. ]

Well... who am I to hold you against your will? [ He couldn't quite figure out why the thought upset him the way it did, but it did hurt to consider losing her again, regardless of the lighthearted context. Pushing away the unwanted mention, he focused on their intertwined fingers, and closeness that he had so dearly missed, instead of giving in to irrational fears. Something about it helped him sort out his priorities, and calm down.

Feeling the soft pressure against his cheek, he made a soft sound of protest before turning his head. Though the damp cloth was no longer fulfilling its original purpose, it worked as a way to contain the girl's curiosity for the time being. He then lifted his free hand to place it over hers and push it away, gently. ]


A claw. I got the wound cleaned out, so do not worry. [ Of course it wouldn't suffice as an answer. Looking mildly apologetic, the boy went on. ] I was one corridor away... I knew you would come back.

I also assumed you would notice the clothes I had left for you by the bed. [ Motioning to her bare feet, he chuckled, his tone filled with warmth. Not that he blamed her, confusion being an inevitable part of each awakening; it had just been a while since he could fluster her some. ]
confidentia: (♧ (explaining))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-05-29 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He also knew when to stop, placing a finger on the girl's lips in a silent expression of understanding. There were more important issues to address that took precedence over idle chatter, and better places to seek shelter from the rain than the middle of a road. A faint chill that ran through his body further strengthened his resolve to move, and unlike hers, his attire provided some protection, at the very least. ]

Hold onto me and watch your step.

[ It would have decidedly been easier to carry her across the pools of water at their feet, but wounds weren't so forgiving as to allow for such a feat. He waited for her to slip her arm into his, ever resisting the urge to pull the melodist close. There would be time for that. ]

Also, I, uh... I took a day off. I did not want to miss a birthday, so I won't be working today.

[ He kept his eyes on the road ahead, but his lips curled into a knowing smirk. So, maybe Sein had been letting him on certain facts and providing him with cheer when there had been none. The Moogle deserved to hear some words of gratitude later. ]
confidentia: (♤ (wandering souls))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-05-30 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ The reaction left him wondering how much she had been able to learn in the short time he had, and whether he wasn't careless in his choice of words. It wasn't something to be taken lightly, in any case, so he glanced at her somewhat uncertainly, just in time to note the flushed cheeks. ]

What...- [ Various replies that formed in the back of his mind quickly became a mumbled mess, as though to prove he hadn't gotten over her affectionate insults. Maybe he didn't necessarily want to, secretly enjoying being able to steal her attention, though she was no worse at capturing his, with the way her soft voice carried in the air. How he longed to hear her songs again.... ]

I missed you, partner. [ Saying it out loud, with much more confidence in his tone than before, felt oddly liberating despite his resolve to keep such things to himself, though he'd never made it a secret that she was a large part of his life. ] Maybe it's a strange time to celebrate, but... what can you do?

[ Forcing a weak smile, he thought of the inevitable conversations that would await them back home, some of them more difficult than others. The storm was only the prelude, though it made for a tricky enough obstacle; fortunately, the housing district was already in sight. ]
confidentia: (♡ (wish))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-05-30 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Warmth made its way to his cheeks when she manifested her presence with a firmer embrace; though it had been a one-sided sentiment, she was the only one who could understand it. Soon enough, he found himself mirroring her expression with a sheepish smile of his own, raising his free hand to brush some of his hair's loose strands back. ]

We'll see about that confidence of yours when I do the cooking.

[ While he didn't take pride in his lack of skills, it wouldn't weaken his resolve once he put his mind to it. Fixing something quick shouldn't be much of an issue, though he considered it fair to put a warning in place.

Walking up to the front door, he dug in his pocket for the keys that nearly slipped from his grasp as the storm only grew in intensity. A relieved sigh fell from his lips when the lock gave in, for there was nothing that could compare to returning home after a long day, week, month. Ace could swear it felt even longer than that as he stepped to the side, loosening his hold and inviting the girl in. ]


... Welcome home.
confidentia: (♧ (nervous))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-05-31 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Indeed, stepping in, she would find the place mostly unchanged save for the touching absence of floral accents - despite certain Moogle's attempts at fixing that state of things, it all had been beyond even poor Hanafuda's control with her offers being repeatedly shot down. A lone vase stood against the surface of the table as it always had been, now pitifully empty; there were no plates with dinner leftovers, misplaced tomes, or anything that could suggest that the apartment had recently been occupied, for that matter.

The door closed with a thud, at long last leaving behind the howling of the wind and torrents of water, after which the boy carefully locked it. His hand lingered at the handle for a moment as he contemplated what to do next, still somewhat breathless from the effort. Though it didn't make any sense to succumb to exhaustion after such trek, his limbs suddenly felt like lead, nearly making him fall into the embrace when she tugged at his hand.

From there, none of it mattered any longer, feelings of discomfort quickly replaced by sweet oblivion granted by the pair of arms wrapped tightly around his waist. With its impeccably good timing, the movement also came as a little bit of a surprise, and for a moment he simply allowed himself to lean against her, though it wasn't long before his hands settled against her back in an attempt to bring the melodist even closer.

Pressing his lips against her tousled locks of hair, he acknowledged her response with a quick kiss, and then another, before tipping his head back just enough to see the face that the rain had previously obscured. Needless to say, they were both soaked to their skin, so he pushed the damp strands of hair away with the tip of his nose, just to meet her bright eyes. ]
Edited (2am errors....) 2016-06-01 00:23 (UTC)
confidentia: (♧ (wondering))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-06-06 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ Whether she was bold or simply careless, this time, Ace welcomed her affections without a single protest. Having her in his arms again made up for the small discomfort of being completely exposed to her tickling ministrations, and even that felt much nicer than it had right to be. ]

Look who's talking. [ He tilted his head slightly to the side, never drawing his eyes away from his rebellious girlfriend as his hands went to her shoulders and worked on removing the heavy jacket. Though it no longer served any purpose indoors, Ace felt only gratitude towards whoever it was that had decided to offer a helpful hand. He, too, had every intention of ensuring she got the best possible treatment, especially with that strange sickness growing in strength each day. It was when the boy realised he hadn't exactly given it a thought until now. ]

Ah, I left her with Suzaku at the farm, which felt safer than locking her up in such weather. They do have a roof above their heads, before you ask. [ The hand that wasn't holding the jacket cupped her chin, after which he smirked. ] We could walk there once it clears up, since I figured you would be concerned... but you should consider taking care of yourself, first.

[ And may his gaze underline the importance of the request that might as well be a demand. ]
confidentia: (♧ (uh))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-06-07 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ Little did Tear know that her sullen looks only fuelled Ace's desire to prove just how pointless her struggle was. Releasing her from their hold, as gentle as it had been, his fingers then ghosted over her heated cheek. ]

And I'd like you to assist me, if you don't mind. [ It sounded like a fair enough compromise, didn't it? He knew better than to avoid a topic already raised, though seeing her shake slightly broke his composure. Tossing the jacket onto the nearby sofa, he finally had his hands free to place them over her trembling shoulders, thumbs brushing against her skin in a fruitless attempt to generate some warmth. ]

Get out of these clothes. [ Instantly, his gaze fell to the floor. It did not... really... occur to him how ambiguous his phrasing sounded until after the words had escaped his mouth. Understandably, his explanation came out a bit muffled, preceded by a few awkward seconds. ] By which I mean... that you should go change to the bathroom while I wait in the- [ ... bedroom, really? ] - ...here.

[ At least he figured she would require more space than he did, and when, pressing his lips tightly together, he dared to look into her eyes again, his expression was nothing but hopeful that he'd managed to get his point across. ]
confidentia: (♣ (quiet))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-06-11 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Though no amount of it would allow him to forget the horrified expression she had graced him with, he had to pull himself together for the sake of them both. The kiss was unexpected, and in its brevity just as sweet as he'd remembered it being, making for a good starting point.

Listening to his own advice, he slipped out of his shoes and set them aside to dry before assessing the ever-growing smaller stash of medical supplies. It wasn't much, but he had dealt with worse injuries before to be concerned, there was just as far as he could flee from the prying eyes of his partner.

Following a quick change of clothes, he settled down cross-legged on the couch and awaited Tear's footsteps, fingers absentmindedly hovering over the very spot she had marked with her lips. Both the side of his face and the arm previously securely wrapped in bandages were sporting new gashes, the rest of it being bruises and scratches he'd managed to conceal beneath the shirt. Luckily, he was no longer bleeding, but all the tools had been spread over the table in front of him just in case. ]
confidentia: (♧ (explaining))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-06-18 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ It wasn't how he'd wished to start their conversation, but the glint in the girl's eyes mirrored the determination in her voice. In that moment, Ace knew she wouldn't rest until she had the details she wanted, so he complied, albeit a bit unwillingly. His attention was elsewhere, wandering between the shiny locks of hair framing her face and the light pout of her lips, the matter of his own injuries quickly being pushed to the very back of his mind. They no longer hurt, providing him with a subtle feeling of discomfort at most. ]

I overestimated my abilities. [ Something about his tone was different, as though he was a child owning up to an act of mischief. He flexed the fingers of his injured hand before withdrawing it. ] ... A Behemoth, over at the Arena. I'd fought them many times before, but that particular one was a different kind.

[ Except he'd known from the start that the battle was a lost cause on his own, so being unable to provide reasons as to why he'd acted the way he had, he simply kept quiet for a moment. They boy's gaze then dropped to the ground where she knelt, much to his dismay; he'd seen her tremble mere moments ago. ]

I... know what you're thinking, but at least join me up here before telling me how stupid it was.
confidentia: (♧ (neutral))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-06-18 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Leaning forward to grab a roll of bandages off the table, Ace watched her sour expression undeterred. There was much she didn't know about him, not all of which seeming relevant right now. ]

I don't want you to have the wrong picture. [ He responded with a light shake of his head before turning in his seat to face her. ] Maybe it was as simple as wanting to prove myself, for reasons I can now describe as foolish, but... it made sense, at the time.

[ A frown crossed his features as he searched for the right words, vaguely recalling the burst of emotions accompanying his decision. Having been trained to fight his way through the conflicts, it had never once occurred to him that he wasn't sure how to deal with the problems of more... personal nature. ]

I did the one thing I thought I was good at. We were good at, back home. I guess that's the part I've overlooked.

[ Shrugging weakly, he forced a tiny smile. It seemed as though there was something else on the tip of his tongue, but he said nothing as he held up the bandages for her to take. It was a purely symbolic gesture, since he was more than capable of applying them on his own. ]
confidentia: (♤ (wandering souls))

[personal profile] confidentia 2016-06-19 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Indeed, it wasn't meant to be anything more than a figure of speech, so the unexpected encouragement had him breathe out a soft sound of amusement. He held his arm up like a dutiful patient, rolling up his sleeve to grant her a better access. ]

Huh?

[ Since Tear spoke so casually, her remark didn't register with him until a moment later. Mouth parted in surprise, he stared at her as though she'd accused him of a crime he hadn't committed. The topic came up rarely, but he was never prepared for it when it did, especially after the lecture of his personal file. ]

Well, she always said that each confrontation is an opportunity. A chance to test ourselves. [ And besides, those rare Phantoma and quest items wouldn't just collect themselves. ] Sure, there were times when we messed up, but-....

[ His voice trailed off into a thoughtful hum. Once again, it was difficult to explain, but he didn't feel like hiding behind that excuse over and over. ]

When you fail, you just pick yourself up again, you know? Mother had faith in us even when nobody else did. Nevertheless...-

[ Softening the statement with a bashful smile, he tilted his head to the side. ]

... I suppose you're right. It's not like we didn't provide her with enough reasons to worry.

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