melodiesoflife | Gen CR Hospital

WHO: Rialynn Kollmann, Ruby Rose, Ellana Lavellan, Tear Grants, Albel
WHAT: Wedge assigns several Heroes to keep an eye on the comatose ~~Darth Tater~~ Palitutu to soothe the nerves of the hospital staff. Nothing eventful happens......EXCEPT FOR AMAZING CR!
WHEN: Throughout the month of September
WHERE: Aqures Ixen Hospital

Considering the runs of bad luck the hospital faced since Halloween of the previous year, it was understandable that they'd be more than a little nervous at having Palitutu safely sleeping in the intensive care unit. If the Heroes were anxious about her waking up and blowing the city to smithereens, imagine how much more fearful the non-job-wielding staff members had to be.

But despite their unease, Palitutu remained safely locked away in a coma, sustained by the IV unit hooked up to her small arm. It was almost hard to believe someone so small had posed such an enormous threat all by herself.

[OOC: Feel free to put up a thread for your character, and then tag whoever you like for guard duty CR.]

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"I guess that's possible," Rialynn conceded. It made her wonder if perhaps there was a swashbuckler job hidden away somewhere to match the swordsmanship of her old friends back home. Probably not. Most of the jobs seemed crafted to incorporate magic, and there wasn't anything supernatural or incredibly enhancing that resulted from being able to wield a rapier and a musket.

She turned to watch Kidd as she crossed the room, and much as she might have wished herself to have complete faith, she did feel a little nervous about letting someone stand that close to Palitutu while freely admitting to being an assassin.

"Do you think that's how she saw herself too?" she asked quietly. "Doing what needed to be done for the sake of the greater good?" Because it kind of sounded like she had a lot in common with this Brotherhood and its ideals.

There was the pirate job. Perhaps not quite the thing that Rialynn wanted, but it was close. And the sky pirate advanced job certainly had the style too it. It was one that had done Mary quite well. In fact she was frequently torn between whether being a Pirate or an Assassin would do her best from month to month.

"Perhaps, but there's a limit. Not a line, nothing so specific...But the sacrifice of a city does not balance with the world. Especially not if your goal is to keep things as they are rather than try to stop the problem all together."

After a long beat she finally turned away from the bed. "The economy of lives is not a simple one, and oftentimes more lives are lost than originally planned. It's bloody work, but my Brotherhood strives to only kill those few and specific people who are causing harm. We don't simply kill because people stand in our way."

She glanced over her shoulder at Palitutu, "I don't feel it's hypocritical to say that her way is wrong. My own hands may not be clean, but innocent blood is never a fair trade, no matter for what greater good."

"...I suppose that's true," Rialynn conceded, her gaze flicking back and forth between Mary and Palitutu. She was still a little tense about it all, so she just had to hope that her gut instinct about Mary was correct and that she wouldn't take advantage of Rialynn's desire for neutrality to assassinate the comatose Palitutu.

She scrubbed a hand over her face that came to rest over her mouth as she exhaled her frustration in a long, muffled sigh.

"You know, this was a lot easier when I could stick to my goals of just writing down the stories of others, and not being a part of those stories myself. I don't really have a way to judge what the right choice is, or what's wrong. I just don't know enough."

Just because she could didn't mean she would. As she'd scolded an old friend the Creed demanded that she be wise. The freedom to act came with the implicit responsibility of the consequences. She took a few more clear steps away from the bed, but the exhausted noise that Rialynn made pulled her focus to the other woman.

"Aye, observing is easier than taking part, and even having the ability to be an observer is a liberty some don't get. But even if the choice is hard to make at least you can make one. And if you follow your heart then you can find the path that's right for you, even if it isn't clear." She debated her next words for a moment but then decided to continue anyway. She'd not been actively recruiting as much lately but there was no harm in sharing philosophy.

"My Brotherhood has a Creed, 'Nothing is true. Everything is permitted.' I know it sounds a bit odd but what would you imagine it to mean?"

"Hmmmmmmm..." Rialynn hummed noncommittally, tugging at the end of her bandanna as she glanced toward the window with a fretful frown. Following her heart... It sounded so good in the stories, but when actually applying that advice to herself, she had to admit that it just seemed...cheesy. Besides, she wasn't sure she trusted her heart. It was prone to cowardice and fear.

Then Mary posed her question, and there was a brief panicked look on her face. Oh no! A quiz! "Erk!" she choked, freezing up. Often times she didn't like to tell people what certain allegories were contained within fables, mysteriously alluding that the answer changed for every person who listened.

In short, she didn't really know more often than not. And this creed was very enigmatic without knowing the background or context. She could take a guess, and embarrass herself. Or she could just...

"...I really don't know."

...confess her ignorance.

In a sense Rialynn's lack of an answer was just as valid as being able to interpret it. It said a lot about how she viewed the world and the institutions established in it. A light smirk settled on Mary's face. She felt a little envious that it was the sort of thing that the bard may not have had cause to consider before now.

"That's fine. It's not an easy phrase to handle. Most simply it is a reminder that we are the masters of our own destiny. No matter what anyone tells us, our actions and decisions are our own. Not even the laws of a land can stop someone if they so choose." She paused a moment to let it sink in before she continued.

"But there are consequences as well. Legal or not. Right or wrong. All actions have consequences, and so we also become the first judges, the first to hold ourselves accountable. The Creed does not dictate how to act, but to act with wisdom. If you wish to make the change from observer to being an active player, it's something to consider."

It sounded like the sort of motto Sabien would cling to in that case. Her friend certainly wasn't above stirring up a rebellion for the sake of her goals. It was a passion that Rialynn couldn't help admiring, as that was the kind of attitude that brought about big changes in the scrolls of history.

"I'm still not sure if I should," Rialynn said quickly, pacing from where she stood to the wall, then back again. She still felt uneasy moving too far away from Palitutu as long as she was on duty, and her range was limited as if she wore invisible fetters to her feet. "I never wanted the glory, or the attention. I just want to make sure the stories are told and remembered. I can leave the Hero stuff gladly to people like you, or Ramza, or Sephiroth."

LITTLE DID SHE KNOW.

"...But I don't want to sit idly by either, and do nothing." She tipped her head back and sighed long and hard. "I need to think about it for a while longer."

Mary nodded, smiling softly, "Take all the time you need. For our habit of getting into a crisis every month there's still time to stop and take a breath. In the end the decisions you make are yours, and you're the one who decides if they were worth it. But I'd have to say that being a Hero is less about what you do than it is why you do it and who you do it for."

She casts one last look at Palitutu and then quietly exits the room, having seen all she needs for now.

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