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melodiesoflife2014-12-25 09:13 pm
rhapsoidein) wrote in melodiesoflife2014-12-25 09:13 pm
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So can we find out?
Characters: Ashelia B'nargin Dalmasca and Genesis Rhapsodos
Where: The small cafe on the border of the 10th/11th Districts
When: December 12th
Summary: Genesis needs to have a chat and only wants to speak to Ashe about it.
Warning: None
They never did quite set up a specific time to meet, but Genesis didn't mind. She wanted some time to think before having her talk with Ashe. She never quite thought she would even need to seek advice for this sort of thing, as she thought she had it squared away. And perhaps she does, to an extent. She had spoken to Sephiroth, had become very close to the other Genesis, and Angeal was treating her no differently than he would her other self. It was refreshing but at the same time, quite maddening. These were her friends, but they were not hers. Although, that applied to only Angeal and Sephiroth as she regarded Gen like a brother she never had and would love to have. She didn't know what to do, really. Especially in regards to Angeal.
It was no secret that she had harbored a crush for her childhood friend for some time. But over the last few years of chaos, it was pretty obvious she was a bad choice for him. The way she had treated him, used him, manipulated him, and for what? So he couldn't go to Sephiroth and Zack even after they, too, had defected? It was dumb and mean on her part and, now that she was not effected by degradation, she could see it clearly. But this Angeal did not go through what the same trials that her Angeal did, he wasn't the one she grew up with. So why the hell were these feelings returning? No, she knew why, because it was as if nothing had happened. They were moving on with their lives, in a way ShinRa would have never allowed. But that didn't stop her from realizing that this was not her Angeal that she was developing a crush for all over again.
What was she suppose to do now?
Where: The small cafe on the border of the 10th/11th Districts
When: December 12th
Summary: Genesis needs to have a chat and only wants to speak to Ashe about it.
Warning: None
They never did quite set up a specific time to meet, but Genesis didn't mind. She wanted some time to think before having her talk with Ashe. She never quite thought she would even need to seek advice for this sort of thing, as she thought she had it squared away. And perhaps she does, to an extent. She had spoken to Sephiroth, had become very close to the other Genesis, and Angeal was treating her no differently than he would her other self. It was refreshing but at the same time, quite maddening. These were her friends, but they were not hers. Although, that applied to only Angeal and Sephiroth as she regarded Gen like a brother she never had and would love to have. She didn't know what to do, really. Especially in regards to Angeal.
It was no secret that she had harbored a crush for her childhood friend for some time. But over the last few years of chaos, it was pretty obvious she was a bad choice for him. The way she had treated him, used him, manipulated him, and for what? So he couldn't go to Sephiroth and Zack even after they, too, had defected? It was dumb and mean on her part and, now that she was not effected by degradation, she could see it clearly. But this Angeal did not go through what the same trials that her Angeal did, he wasn't the one she grew up with. So why the hell were these feelings returning? No, she knew why, because it was as if nothing had happened. They were moving on with their lives, in a way ShinRa would have never allowed. But that didn't stop her from realizing that this was not her Angeal that she was developing a crush for all over again.
What was she suppose to do now?
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She looked out into the street, nodding slowly. "By nature, distance grants perspective. There are a great many mysteries that await us here in Crystallis." The queen brought her gaze back to Genesis squarely, forehead calm but eyes full of encouragement. "The least of which lie within ourselves, I'm sure."